| i haven't posted any entries since december! i guess lately i just
haven't felt like organizing my thoughts through a xanga entry.
well, i still don't feel like it.
As a COMMENT
on my page, leave on memory that you and I had together. It doesn't
matter if you knew me a little or a lot! Don't send a message or reply,
leave a COMMENT.
Next, re-post this and see how many people leave a memory about you.
It's actually pretty cool (and funny) to see the responses.
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| i had a revelation!
the other day i was sitting in my parents car in the parking lot of
costco, waiting for them to get done shopping. as i was sitting there,
i saw a boy who obviously worked for costco since he had the badge and
everything. he was pushing the carts into eachother. i was immediately
sucked into all of the emotions i could tell that he was feeling at
that time. by the way he pushed each of the carts into one another, you
could tell that he thought his job sucked. you could tell that he was
cold.
you could tell that we was sad and wished he could be out with his
friends. you could tell that he wanted to be anywhere else except the
parking lot of costco.
all of a sudden he looked in my general
direction, but not at me. and, as if he saw somebody he loved he
smiled. he smiled a big and wide smile. and at that very moment i felt
myself smiling as well. i was completely drawn in by every single
emotion he had felt in only 2 minutes! it then occured to me that i
have an amazing power over everybody to influence the way that they
feel. this sort of costco employee thing happens all the time! with
friends, with family. and with just one smile, or one frown you can
completely change the way that somebody feels about life or maybe just
current situations. unknowingly, you could even change the outlook of
a little girl's life while she is staring at you from the
backseat of her parents car.
it's just too easy.
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| i'm not very accepting of change. i only like change when i'm unhappy
to begin with.
i dyed my hair. i liked it before. i looked good before.
i didn't need a change.
brown is not my color!
suck
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| i thought you were right.
i thought you were amazing.
i thought you were beautiful.
i thought you were reassuring.
i thought you were entirely there for me.
i guess i thought wrong.
life can be difficult.
and so can you.
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